to the ladys ;; from the guys:
Don't assume that guys won't care where you are, because we do.It makes us feel secure to know that our girlfriends aren't off flirting w/ guys we've never heard of. Also, don't talk about your ex-boyfriends. We never have, nor never will respect/like them. Nor, do we want to hear about them. When you do, you're asking your boyfriend to be jealous. You're asking your boyfriend to lose trust. On that, don't hump everything that walks into the room.We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're "friends" with other guys. But, when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute /stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Smile, and say "thank you". Let us pay for you. Don't "feel bad". We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say - everybody together now..."thank you". Kiss us when noone's watching. If you kiss us when you know nobody's looking we'll be more impressed. You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have, put on every kind of make-up you own. We like you for WHO you are not WHAT you are. Don't flirt with guys when we're not around. We'll find out.Trust me. We have eyes everywhere. And when we find out, we're pissed. Not nessecarily with the guy/s you flirted with, more-so with you. Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. Don't get angry easily. Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hot "Tom Cruise" or "Brad Pitt" is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that. Whatever happened to the word "handsome"? Why does everything have to be "hot/sexy". I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with a "hey handsome" instead of a "hey baby, stud, cutie, sexy" whatever you can think of. Claiming girls or guys to be "hot" shows immaturity. Girls, I cannot stress this enough, if you aren't being treated right be a guy, don't wait for him to change. Ditch his sorry, disgrace-to-the-male-population ass, and find someone who will treat you with utter respect. Someone who will honor your morals. Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest. &~*
++ i love that.

I've learned in my lifetime so far that you can't help who you fall for & no matter how hard you try & how much it hurts you everyday that you just wanna be with them or just talk to them, you never stop trying to make them happy by the little things you say or do cause that's what makes your life worth going on for

maybe the key is to expect nothing.
and when youre not all caught up
in what you want to happen..
something great will come along.

what we all want to believe
is that eventually,
it is all worth it.
But the fact is
we have no idea.

i THiNK i LiKE THiS KiD;;
MORE THAN i THOUGHT<3

I'm mad at myself not you. I'm mad for always
being nice,apologizing for things I didn't do,
I'm mad that I got attatched...I'm mad I depended
on you and you wasted my time. I'm mad for
thinking about you&wishing for you&mostly
for not hating you, I should, but I can't.

i don’t wanna like him anymore and I just can't. I'm obviously not good enough and I'm not gonna sit around waiting until my chance, until I'm good enough for him so I'm just over him but there's seriously something about him that makes me like him so much since I met him. There was something about him that made me go crazy over him.

I want something to make me feel whole.
I want something to make me feel complete.
I want a reason to put on my makeup in the morning.
I want a reason to set 45 minutes aside to do my hair.
I want a reason to not wear pajamas all the time.
I want a reason to actually care.

my greatest fear in life is not to have
a big enough impact on someone's life
to always be remembered. <3

i'm not the girl who runs up to you when
i see you and im not the girl who jumps at
every moment to talk to you; but i am the
girl who keeps it all inside and regrets it later

the worst thing about
being lied to is knowing that
your not worth the truth

It's amazing how you can be having
the worst day, but you talk to him
& all of the sudden every one of
your problems are gone

He makes me smile without trying..
If I said I felt nothing for him..
i`D BE LYiNG. <3

it's weird how something has to happen
sometimes to see how you actually
feel about someone..

there's just something about you..
i swear, i have no idea what it is ..
but it makes me go absolutely crazy

I want what I can't have. & since I can't have you..
It makes me want you more

Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring... all of which have the potential to turn a life around

Never give up.
Because when you try that much harder,
It makes it that much more worth it.

Call me crazy,
But, I can't stop wondering if one day,
You are going to walk up, and prove to me,
That maybe they all aren't the same.

Whoever said "What you don't know can't hurt you" was a complete & total moron. Cause..for most people I know, not knowing is the worst feeling in the world.
++ Grey`s Anatomy *

++  Deep down, i just want someone who
cherishes me. Who`s everything i`ve ever
needed, ever wanted, ever wished for..
Someone who wants to be my everything
and sees me as their everything. Someone
who [[promises]] there`ll never be another
while  we`re  together  &&  he  genuinely
means it. Someone who will never lie and,
someone who'll give me anything I've ever
    needed   or   wanted.   But  you  see  i
wouldn`t   want   anything,   but   him.  xO

When you can't stop smiling after you talk to
him & you get butterflies and that huge smile
across your face everytime someone says
his name .... thats when you know he is
something special

i only have two words for you: i'm done.
after everything i've done for you, every chance
that i gave you, and yet you still break my
heart. but it's over now. finally i've
realized that i don't deserve this and honestly,
you don't deserve me. yeah i still love you
and i probably will for a long time, but i can't
stay here anymore. it hurts too much.
i guess this is moving on.

i don't think i've ever felt this way before. you know.. that feeling you get when you see him in the hallway & you just want to stop in your tracks & marry him on the spot. or when you look into his eyes and you know that he's really that one guy for you. &then theres the one you get from his kiss. when you feel like the luckiest girl in the world just because you know he feels the exact same way. thats how i feel with him. <3

MAYBE he`s doing the same thing as me
MAYBE he wants soo bad to call me, but just
won`t because I haven`t called him. then again,
MAYBE I shouldn`t fill myself with false hope..
that he might just be missing me, like i`m missing him*

i'd sleep with your hoodie on even if it's hotter than ever
just because it smells like you

your best friend listens to you when you don`t
make sense stands by you when people call
you things -argues when you`re not right at all
*trusts you when she knows you`ll mess up
when you cry shes there helping you out &&
thats how i know she`s truly my bestfriend

Me & my girls weve been through more then alot
We all know who each other thinks is hott
These are the ones who i know i can run to
They got my back no matter what i do
True friends never fight over dumbass shit
They are down with whatever & you know it

[[ so i look at all these beautiful girls ]]
as a tear runs down my cheek
because i wish you could just look at me
as one of them && realize that i have
more feelings for you than they ever will <3

so im basically your average girl
my hair never does what its supposed to, and my room can't stay clean for more than a day
and there's this guy, that im absolutley crazy about,
but he doesnt look at me the same way

Surrounded by Your glory,
what will my heart feel
Will I dance for you Jesus
or in awe of you be still
Will I stand in your presence
or to my knees will I fall
Will I sing hallelujah,
will I be able to speak at all ?

I've never been the kind
to ever let my feelings show.
And I thought that being strong
meant never losing your self-control.
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride,
let it fall like rain from my eyes.
Tonight I wanna cry.
;; Keith Urban

Don't kid yourself. That boy
loves you in a way he isn't ready
to deal with.

well, somehow, someday..i will
find a way into your heart.

You'll never know what its like to be me.
to spend half your day,
being someone youre not
and then going home to be something,
you never intended to be

i remember the first time
that i really looked you in your eyes
i was thinking to myself
there will never be anybody else

i don't know if i LIKE you
or if i LOVE you.. WANT
you or even NEED you but
i know i can't stand the fee-
ling i get when i realize i'm
not with you

laugh-ter ;; when a smile has an orgasm

we attach ourselves
soo strongly to people;;
&& when they'`re gone
a part of us is too ..

I want someone to share all my secrets with, someone to talk to late at night when I can't sleep, someone that feels comfortable around my family, someone to comfort me when I'm scared, to hold me when I'm sad, someone that doesn't need to say they love me for me to know it's true.

So, we fall for stupid boys, we make
lots of dumb mistakes, we like to act
stupid, talk really fast & laugh really
loud. But us teenage girls are pretty
good at one thing ;; staying strong <3

She's the type of girl who can be so hurt but can still
look at you and smile. The type of girl who is willing
to brighten your day, even if she can't brighten her own.

i can tell you what its like..
to have a heart thats shattered

she has no fear
she'll do anything for a good time..
but when it comes to him ;;
she's weak & scared

Some things are more than what you say, they're what you do.
Some things you say cause there's no other choice. Some things
you keep to yourself. & not too often, but every now & then,
some things simply speak for themselves. * Grey's Anatomy *

she's the type of girl that can be
so hurt but can still look at you
& smile. the type of girl who is
willing to brighten your day
even if she cant brighten her own

dont say those three words
to a girl unless you mean it
cause right now, her heart
will believe anything

There comes a time in your life when everything falls apart & you need someone to put it back together again, cause you can't do it yourself. To be put back together is to find peace of mind with your heart again. Once that is done, you are functioning as a whole again. Don't ever let go of the person that put you together, they are more important than you know.

Everyone is always asking me what’s wrong..
but i don't even think it makes any sense,
its just..my heart hurts

The best friend I was born to have.
Sharing laughter, tears + secrets our whole lives together.

If two hearts are meant to be friends,
no matter how long it takes, how far they go, how tough it seems,
fate will bring them together to share friendship forever.

in life there are no excuses, so why are you making them now, in life you only get one chance to make all your dreams come true, will you make an excuse why you can't achive your goal?

it's been said you cant swim as hard, run as fast, lead as well, think as quickly, or go as far..they'll never be able to stop you.

& all these sad love songs
are making sense again
& i really wish they didn't

i have a habit of falling too hard and
falling too fast, and getting my hopes
up for something i know wont last

In the end, we will remember not the words
of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.

Ever since I was young,
I never really understood anything about the world.
And I never understood anything that happened in my life.
The only thing that ever made any sense to me was you.
And how I felt about you.
That’s all I’ve ever known,
and that’s enough for the rest of my life.
-- Boy Meets World

i WANNA BE THE GiRL
HE GiVES HiS HOODiE TO WEAR
&& CUDDLES UP NEXT TO ME
WHEN iT`S COLD i WANT HiM
TO COME UP BEHiND ME WRAP
HiS ARM`S AROUND MY WAiST
CATCH ME OFF GUARD &&
WHiSPER YOU LOOK BEAUTiFUL.

dont give up on love, cause there is always
someone who loves you, even if its not
the person you were hoping for

take him and cut him out into little stars
and he will make the face of heaven so fine
that all of the world will be in love with night
   -- romeo & juliet

you know you have the best of friends, when everytime your with them ;
you cant stop laughing. & when people ask you what your laughing at, you
just shrug & say " oh you wouldnt understand ".

Isn`t if funny how day-by-day
nothing changes, but then when
you look back, everything is different.

Goodbye is the absolute hardest thing to say
cause you have to walk away with just a memory
& the memories fade

pass the liquor.. the boy is still ugly!
++ lmao. i love that one. =]

why is it that as much as you hate him for hurting you
if he came back you would [forgive] him instantly
but you are standing there begging him
for another chance and he wont even listen to you.

sometimes the smallest things
are the hardest to do like
clicking on his screen name
&& just saying "hey"

when i see you, the world
stops as if the only purpose
in life was for me to please
Y O U <3

i guess everyone has some who challenges them
and makes them shoot for something just beyond
their reach. you're that person for me

&& all i need right now is for
you to wrap me up in your arms,
look me in the eyes, && tell me
you won`t ever give up on me <3

Don't Change Anything about yourself
for a guy, because the one thing you
changed may have been the one thing
*He Loved About You*

there are times when i wanna
be [ free, flirting, & pimping ]
yeah, that's me. but then there
are times w h e n i get lonely.
when i want someone to [ hug
me, kiss me, simply love me. ]

This is the story of my life, & I
write in it every day. & I hope that
you are beside me when I write
t h e l a s t p a g e . <3

iF i DiE, Y0U CAN SELL MY 0RGANS.
BUT i DON'T RECOMMEND THE HEART;
iT'S BR0KEN. < | 3

i'm tired of [ smiling ] when i'm [ sad ]
i'm tired of [ laughing ] when i'm [ mad ]
i'm tired of [ hiding ] the real me; but i'm
too [ scared ] of what [ others ] will see

people talk behind your back
popularity becomes a disease
& you soon come to realize
your best friends become your
enemies. drama, break ups &
lies. so why do they call these
the best years of our lives ?

remember, i will be thre when your
life goes hectic && wrong. i'm always
here to help you ; i've been here all along

i care about you more than you know,
& i don't want to see you hurt because
i love your smile and your laugh ;; the
way you make others laugh. but you
couldn't just think the same about me ?

never forget what he meant to you
but never let him know you remember    [36]

for the past few years,
i`ve felt as though theres been a glass sheild around my heart
the type of protective barrier that says
I N  * C A S E * O F * E M E R G E N C Y , * B R E A K * G L A S S *

someday you're going to meet
someone who drives you mad, who
you're going to fight with & laugh
with. someone who you'll do insane
things for, someone, who is going
to turn your life upside down.

tonight, i'll lie awake
feeling empty again.

and for once, can you
want me ?

Never think you're nothing.
Never cry over not being pretty enough.
Never tell yourself that you'll never be good enough.
Because to someone, you are.
To someone, you're everything.
To someone, you're gorgeous.
To someone, you are the world.

so just kiss me and let my hair messy itself
in your fingers. let me steady myself in the arms
of a boy who won't ask me to be what he
needs, but let's me exist as i am.

I envy every girl that has ever hugged you,
cuz for that moment she was holding my whole world.

i was hoping i could tell you this with two
feet on the ground, but i don't think i can talk,
because im not very stable right now.

Losing you was hard enough.
But, I don't want to go on knowing
I meant absolutely nothing to you.

i saw him the other day for the first time in months.
i mean, i've seen him recently, but today i really saw
him. me looking at him him looking at me, right in
the eyes & straight to the heart.

you used to always be there for me. you
always told me it was gunna be okay. you
would hold me [&] dry my tears from my
eyes. what happened to those days ?

sometimes at the hardest times of your life
friends are the only thing that makes sense
& sometimes when they dont make sense,
its because your trying too hard to look for
whats already there instead of just taking
it as it comes to you

i need a miracle, i wanna be your girl.
give me a chance to see, that you are
made for me. <3

God gave us 2 eyes 2 ears 2 arms 2 legs 2 feet 2 hands
but he only gave us one heart.
You know why?
because he gave the other one to someone else
and it your job to find it. 

maybe moving on is just
what`s meant to be.

love yourself first ;
he`ll come around.

i feel like i'm falling apart &
everyone is watching.

its amazing how all this can be happening
i mean, my whole life is falling apart.
& yet; every time i talk to him;
i stop feeling sorry for myself, & i begin to smile
he always has that effect over me ..

You might think of me as just some girl, but I just want you to know that I'm the one girl who took one look at you and fell harder than i have in my entire life.

i have a habit of falling too hard and
falling too fast, and getting my hopes
up for something i know wont last

if he`s the first person you look for when
`* you walk into a room then he must be a
little bit more then just a friend <33*

&& she loves the sweet nothings `
that make her feel like shes s o m e t h i n g

& don`t you [[wish]] it was kindergarten again,
where you could go up to someone
and*then*10 {minutes} l.a.t.e.r you were
playing like you were best friends..?

I'm tired of all these people.
the ones who start rumors
that change your whole life;
how people look at you &&
how people respect you...
& they don't even care that
they do it to you, they just
walk aroud acting completly
n o r m a l . . .

I try to keep my cool around him
but i'm just dying to tell him that
he's all i ever think about &
i love him more than words can describe.

being lonely isn't the worst feeling ;
it's being forgotten by someone
you` can never forget..

it`s funny how you go through the year
& nothing changes, but when you look back
[ EVERYTHiNG iS DiFFERENT. ]

even if i said i didn`t care
a million times over again,
you`d know that i still do.

her friends tell her she's gorgeous.
she ignores their comments, && on
the inside, she thinks she's the
ugliest person alive.

God saw you were getting tired, and a cure was not meant to be. So he put his arms around you and whispered, "Come with me." With tearful eyes, we watched as you passed away; although we did love you deeply, we could not make you stay. Your golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest. God broke our hearts to prove to us.. he only takes the best.

sometimes i wish he would just
walk right up to me && kiss me
without a care in the world <3

she looks at her phone ;
no missed calls . people have
given up on her - & - she
has given up on people .

Excuse me.. have you seen my heart?
I was going to give it to you, but I think
[ perhaps ] you've stolen it away.. <3

After a while, the jokes aren't funny anymore.
There's nothing left to smile about. Everyone
begins to look the same. Lovers lose their
passion. Friends become enemies. &
The life we once knew is gone.

take a look around;
you could have anyone.

you don`t have to be together
for him to break your heart

i wanna make myself not care..
but when it comes to you..
i just cant stop myself from caring

i want to wear your baseball hat,
sit next to you at our high school football game,
and, have your arms wrapped around me,
knowing that nothing can take away this feeling.

we have dumbass moments, get mad
over stupid shit, make fun of the craziest
things, and in the end we're still best friends <3

& you're not really my type but i think i like that idea
because my type usually breaks my heart <3

& for once, 
i want to be the one thats beautiful
i want to be the one all the guys want
i want to be the one thats always smiling
i want to be the one that no one forgets..

you're not the kind of guy that would
ignore me when you're with your friends,
but hold me tighter & kiss me a little
harder just to make them jealous =]

so we [ fall ] for stupid boys. we make
lots of dumb [ mistakes ] we like to act
stupid, talk really fast, & [ laugh ] really
loud. but us [ teenage ] girls, we're really
good at one thing ;; staying [ strong ] <3

all i wanted was for him to ask what was wrong. for him
to care about how i felt. for him to hug me & to hold me
& promise everything would be okay. i need him tonight
but he's not here. he always has a way of never being there.

ask anyone, when your name comes up
in a conversation, my eyes sparkle
and my smile shines

don't look for the hottest guy or the most popular jock
in class. look for the guy that makes you feel like you're
actually worth a second glance. the one that makes you
happy to be the person you don't have to try to be or want
to be. the guy who isn't like all the rest.. but completely
different. yet it's why you like him.. because he isn't like any
guy you've ever known ; HE'S JUST HiM . <3

you spend 12 years of your life trying to learn how
to live but everytime you try to live you`re told that
you`re wrong then everyone you`ve grown to love is
taken away and shattered thats what they should
teach us in school . to say goodbye & to let go.

* it wasn`t a high schoool
" oh my God, he`s so cute!, "
don`t like him in a week kind of
crush. it was a butterflies in my
stomache, sweaty hands, can`t
get my words out straight kind of
LOVE.

when you look at me, i can't help but smile.
when you look at her, she doesn't even notice.
when I hear your voice, my heart skips a beat.
when she hears your voice, she could care less.
even when i'm so angry i could cry, i want you to be there.
to her... you're just another boyfriend.
to me... let's just say i'd die to be in her shoes.

Like a hot shower in the middle of the winter ; or an unexpected letter ; you're every kind of smile to me.

Just his voice makes her [explode] with butterflies.<3

and it's those days you wish you had a boyfriend to
cuddle with , hold hands , kiss , tell him everything.
i just want to be loved by someone.

maybe i missed something along the way and maybes theres nothing left to say
and maybe theres nothing left to do, and maybe i just cant let go of you <3

Will someone please call a surgeon,
who can crack my ribs
and repair this broken heart,
that you're deserting for better company
I can't accept that it's over.

It's not up to me anymore
if you want me in your life ..
you'll find a way to put me there

i think i noticed when things started to change.
the hugs were quicker, the phone calls shorter, & they weren`t everynight. we didn`t hurry to the place where we said we`d meet. the "i love you's" felt more like a forced routine & really had no meaning. when we saw eachother, the smiles weren`t as bright or as big. our thoughts weren`t only of each other. we seemed uninterested. we felt unloved.
we had too many doubts.

i regret every word that i said
to ever make him feel like he
was something special.. *

guys like Y0U -
are the reason girls like me -
fallINlove <3

i was on your porch, the smell of smoke sank into my skin.
so i came inside to be with you, we talked all night
about everything you could imagine, cus in the morning,
i'll be gone and as our eyes start to close, i turn to let you
know.. that i love you <3

if i could live forever, then forever is what i'd give.
cus you're my one and only, and you are why i live.

no matter who broke your heart or
how long it takes to heal, you'll never
get through it without you friends<3
---Sex and The City

&& he looks so good in his shirt &jeans.. just another boy that drives me crazy..

As i gaze upon your smile, i think to myself,
i've never seen an angel fly [ so low ]

i walked down the hallway. . .
holding my wrists.
juss hopin` that || N00NE ||
will see meeh [ liKE THiS ]
he looks at me ;; scared of what he'll find ;;
he never knew i ad these things in mind.
he asks meeh. . `is there anymore . . .?`
i *whisper* a simple reply. . .
[( . . what did you think the bracelets were for. . .? )]

i would like to thank you, for showing me
a part of myself that i have never seen.
yeah, 'we were young and dumb, but'
it still was fun. and i guess these things
just tend to fall apart. and i hope you feel
the same – the spilled canvas

you can tell alot about a persons
character by what they laugh at.

& the worst thing about being lied to is
knowing youre not worth the truth <3

Life can only be understood backwards;
but it must be lived forward.

You're talking to the girl who has:
laughed, sobbed, loved, cried,
smiled, yelled, screamed, sang,
and has made it through it all

it's a curious thought, but it's only when you see people looking ridiculous that you realize just how much you love them _ 0x

Melanie:What do you want to marry me for anyhow?
Jake: So I can kiss you anytime I want.
-- Sweet Home Alabama
^^^Gahh..i love that movie!!!

Best friends hang tough. They don't come with 'FRAGiLE' stickers & arent easily scared off, or ticked off. Best friends help you out whenever they can, make time for you even when they don't have any, & trust your friendship enough to say 'N0'. Best friends are cross-your-heart-&-hope-to-die, good-times- &-bad-times, borrow-anything,
tell-you-everything, trust-you-with-their-deepest-darkest-secrets, always-&-forever friends."

it's so funny how
we set qualifications
for the right person
to love, while at the
back of our minds
we k n o w that the
person we truly love
will always be an
[ e ][ x ][ c ][ e ][ p ][ t ][ i ][ o ][ n ]

kiss my forehead && tell me secrets
baby, i love you - please believe it

i probably shouldn't be telling you this, but nomatter what you do to me, i'm still here. forsome crazy reason i'll stick around through the bad times & the fights. i'll make up excuses for why you didn't call, or why you never cared. i'll keep coming back for more even when you push me away. i think i'm just stayingaround so that one day when i finally do leave for good, you'll look back & say
"wow, that girl really did love me." x3

EVEN AFTER ALL THE SHIT WE'VE BEEN THR0UGH,
i KN0W THAT L0VE WiLL TAKE CARE 0F US
&& WE'LL BE 0KAY iN THE END <3

WHEN i CAME iN WiTH TEARS iN MY EYES,
Y0U ALWAYS KNEW WEATHER i NEEDED Y0U T0 H0LD ME
0R JUST LET ME BE. i D0NT KN0W H0W Y0U KNEW,
BUT Y0U DiD, && Y0U MADE iT EASiER F0R ME

she brings the blade to her wrist
then brings it back thinking
"i can get through this...."

i hope you don’t take this the wrong way but
your body is bangin’ and it's got me attracted in a
. s t r o n g k i n d a’ w a y .

i can think of a million reason why
we shouldn't be together but you
know what, i don't care ... *

it's the magic of risking everything
for a dream that nobody sees but you
- - Million Dollar Baby <3

take chances, alot of them. cause honestly
no matter where you end up && with who,
it always ends up just the way it should be
your mistakes make you who you are, you
learn && grow with each choice you make .
everything is worth is. say how you feel,
always be you && be okay with it . . <3

be nice to the people on your way up
`cuz you might meet them on your way down

because her eyes don't tear
doesn't, mean her heart ;;
doesn't cry. & just because she
comes off strong doesn't mean
there's nothing wrong .<3

being SiNGLE is like a VACUME CLEANER,
it really SUCKS when you get TURNED 0N.

The greater the love,
the greater the tradedy when it's over.
* Nicholas Sparks *

iT HURTS MY S0UL BECAUSE i CAN'T LET G0.
ALL 0F THESE WALLS ARE CAViNG iN
i CANT ST0P MY SUFFERiNG..
i HATE T0 SH0W THAT i'VE L0ST C0NTR0L
CUS i KEEP G0iNG BACK T0 THE 0NE THiNG THAT
i NEED T0 WALK AWAY FR0M

i'll be there for you ...
these 5 words i swear to you

Love is an attempt to change
a piece of a dream into reality.

and its going to hurt like hell
and your going to cry a million tears
but hold on to your dreams
let there be hope in your struggle
and beauty in the pain..
hold on
and i promise, you'll be okay.

&& finally when everything you
want is basically handed to you it `s
almost as if you were afraid to take it 

where you lead ;; i will follow
anywhere that you tell me
to && if you need you need me
to be with you // i will follow
where you lead

& even though i remind myself that we`ll never be
            together, i won`t let myself fall for anyone else.

i'm just a girl who has given up on
all hopes and dreams.
i'll be fine.. til i go home at night..
turn out the lights&then break down
& cry.

if actions speak louder than words,
what exactly are you saying?

i can still smell summer on your skin
and i can still remember giving in
wrapped up in your hips & in your sheets

she's the type of girl that can be so hurt -- but
can still look at you and smile;; the type of girl
who is willing to brighten your day -- even if
she cant manage to brighten her own   

I thought I was
           completely
& TOTALLY over you-->
turns out I was wrong

I wish life was like a computer keyboard --
Then there would be a <--B A C K S P A C E
every time we needed it. Maybe then I could take
back those things I said. Maybe then we would still be
t o g e t h e r </3

just because you love him
more than you love yourself
doesn`t mean you should hold on
its killing you
i can see it in your eyes
and hear it in your voice
calm and steady
but inside you`re screaming so loud
my ears are shattering

I used to look out for everyone but me..everyone's needs, especially yours, were put before my own. I made many apologies for things that were never my fault. I gave into many things that I didn't want to do & forgot many words that should have never been said. I forgave many things that I should have never forgiven. & after all that I realize now that you can never forget, & words do hurt.

holding the stars, is the man that carries my scars
always the same, I wear his name with no shame

She's gonna make it & he never will
He's at the foot of the mountain
& she's over the hill, he's sinkin at sea
& her sails are filled
She's gonna make it
& he never will

Maybe there are no right moments, right guys,
right answers, maybe sometimes you just
have to say what's in your heart.

Life doesn't hurt until you realize how much things have changed, who you've lost, and how much of it was your own fault.

the worst way to miss someone
is to be sitting right beside them
know it will never be the same

 Everything happens for a reason.
Things fall apart and can fall into place.
Don't question it, just let it happen.
If it’s meant to be, it will find a way.

sometimes i wish i was someone else with
a different look, different personaily, a
different attitude, and alot less feelings

maybe its me, maybe its because
i just love you so damn much.. but
for the life of me i cant figure out
why your with her.. when right in
front of your face is mee, someone
who would drop everything just to
 . . . . BE WITH YOU . . . .

you are the one that makes me happy
i talk to you more than my own boyfrend
i know you can treat me so much better than him
everytime i hear your name i get a smile
you are so perfect for me
but then yet, i chose him over you..why is that

Slightly involved, there is no such thing. That's like being a little bit pregnant

I live in a place where everyone gets high,
the grades get low & if someone has a secret,
EVERYoNE knows..

I love to watch you having fun
& that laugh
You are such a dork
but I love you so much

i can't help it anymore
i fell for you ; i fell in love with our friendship.
you & i are best friends but i just want one chance
to be with you & if things just don't work out then
best friends forever we will always be

here i am screwing up again....losing him all over again. trying so hard and failing so effortlessly. getting close and then messing up because the fear of being hurt is so... so undescribable. the fear of being loved by you... until you find out i'm not that great and leave...its probably best to tell you now...im not what you think i am. im no where near perfect...and now you know i guess that i am a mistake and i let people down i ruin plans and futures...im never what you expect...and maye thats why you left.

He was my addiction. Now he's my |a|n|t|i|d|r|u|g|

shes done dropping hints, try and
figure it out for yourself, pretty boy

 She s t i l l sits there smiling
regardless of all the fake friends.
& the dreams that were broken.
regardless of the guys she loved
and the hearts that were broken
you'll never completely break her.

I can't wait until the day when I hear
you say, "you’re the one that I need,
your the one that I'll keep for all time."

here's to the guys that love us,
the losers who left us, and
the lucky ones who get to meet us

Ever had one of those days where nothing really goes
wrong.. actually good things happen to you.. but you still
feel like you hate the world, and anything that hapens -
even dropping your pen in the hallway.. makes you wana
break down right there and cry..

we all live like we have forever left…
getting too tangled up in everything
wasting useful moments on useless
drama. one day we'll wonder where
all the time went && we'll remember
what we wasted it on and how it was
a big mistake

so kiss me under the street light, tell me that you'll love me forever & please promise that you'll be the only boy who doesn't turn out just like the rest

i thought things were different,
i thought things wouldn't be the same,
i thought i could count on you
as it turns out my idea was lame
i layed my feelings on the line &
it turns out yours weren't the same as mine
so for the question of they day ask yourself ;;
is it really better to have loved &
never had them, or would it be best
to never loved them at all?

I wish I was your one & only
The one you think about at night before you go to bed
Or the one that you tell all your friends about
I wish I was the one who made you smile
& the one that you ran to when times got hard
I want to be the one you’re holding hands with
& never letting go
I wish I was your one & only 

sometimes I wonder why words can
mean nothing & silence can mean everything

love me when I least deserve it cus that’s when I need it the most

Ive moved on but i will never forget you
we still talk about you, you know..& i think
about how it used to be.. but then.. i start to cry
& i find myself wiping away my tears all over again

I got so caught up in you & by the time
i found out who you really were.. it was
too late.. i was already in love

You ask me whats wrong & wonder why i dont want to talk to you
its because everytime i hear your voice.. i fall in love all over again.
But when i realize what your words are actually saying.. my heart breaks

& it breaks my heart to know,
the only reason you are here now
is a reminder of what I'll never have..

& now you've got me thinking,
& i really think it's true. the sun shines
sometimes, just for you

& iF ONE DAY ii START TO
MATTER.. LET ME KNOW.

lets slow dance && be the couple everyone
wishes they could be; lets look at the stars
& k i s s all'night long; lets take it slow then
speed it up; lets take stupid pictures & laugh
`til we cant breathe; lets be forever you && me

if dreams are wishes
your heart makes
when you are fast asleep
then i would never want to wake up

wouldn't life be perfect if
sweatpants were sexy
monday mornings were fun
junk food didn't make you fat
boys weren't so ?confusing?
and goodbyes only meant until t.o.m.a.r.r.o.w.?

If i had three wishes
I would give back two..
because the only wish i want
.. is to be with you

If I had one more day to live, like there’s going to be no tomorrow..I would wish that I could have one more day with you. Not just a normal day, it would be only you & me. We would talk for hours about memories & make new ones. But baby, all I would be asking for is some of your time & some of your love. <3

isn't it fun?
realizing you love someone.
it just hits you one day..
all of a sudden.
they're all you think about.
& when you're thinking about them you either have a smile on your face,
or tears running down your cheeks.
you can't eat, you can't sleep, you just lay there & think about them.
you don't want to go out anywhere, unless you know they're going to be there.
& once you're there, you don't want to be anywhere else.
& than all your friends, & your family ask you if you're okay..
cus you just seem so out of it. & they wonder why you've been spending some much time in your room,
just laying there..

They tell me I'm boy-crazy.
But in reality, I'm only crazy about
that boy.

They all have somebody to love them &
I can't help but think it's not fair.
All I have is one simple request, dear;
I just want somebody to care.

the funny thing about love & forever is that you have to meet all the wrong people to know how lucky you are when you find the right one

I owe my life to them..cus they helped me live it

They say that time mends a broken heart & true love never ends,
but if true love never ended then time wouldn't have to mend it

i've listened to this song a
million times but i never get
tired of it because it reminds
me of you

I’ll give you my heart,
if you PiNKY PR0MiSE not to hurt it.

sometimes all a person really needs
is a hand to hold & a heart to understand